Divorce and Depression


Can adult children of divorce find help and hope in the midst of their depression?

Today we will just touch on what depression is and then look for more posts on how it manifests itself in our lives and what we can do about it.

The dictionary definition is as follows

de·pres·sion/diˈpreSHən/

Noun:
  1. Severe despondency and dejection, accompanied by feelings of hopelessness and inadequacy.
  2. A condition of mental disturbance, typically with lack of energy and difficulty in maintaining concentration or interest in life.
Synonyms:
dejection - hollow


 Depression is often a response to loss.   The feeling of sadness doesn't leave and causes it to be difficult to maintain our normal level of functioning.  This is often the case for those who have parents going through a divorce.  The challenging issue is that many people in the same family may be dealing with depression at the same time when a divorce of older parents affects their adult children and grandchildren of all ages as well.

From the oldest to the youngest of those in my family , we all cried, we all lost sleep and many of us exhibited other symptoms of our biochemical changes as we internalized our loss.

The loss can be at many levels, including the physical presence of a loved one,  the security or monetary support we may have had ,   or it could include loss of possessions that one parent may take when they leave.  It can be the loss of a childhood home.  The loss of the parent who always cooked your favorite dish,  or the parent who fixed your car when you came home to visit.  Routines can change and you may mourn the loss of going for breakfast every Saturday like you used to do.  A loss of trust may result in your life.  And ultimately the loss of dreams for the future are present now as you wonder if each parent will be there for your wedding, your child's birth, or your child's graduation.  These are just a few areas of loss that can cause and add to depressive feelings in adult children as their parents divorce.

We need to acknowledge that depression is a natural phenomena triggered by loss and it is necessary to be honest and face our losses as we hope to eventually move on over time.

Since I haven't really been getting much feedback anyway, today I am not going to ask you to answer a question. Instead,  get out a piece of paper and make two lists. One , list the things you have lost or are losing.   On the other list , write down the things or intangibles that you still do have.   This is an important exercise in dealing with our depression.

Join me next time as we explore what depression looks like for an adult child of divorce and what we can do about it!!!!!!    Don't forget , there IS hope and healing!!!



Comments

  1. Cara DaughtryOctober 19, 2018 at 4:00 AM

    Thanks for this post! Your support is so helpful! If not dealt with appropriately, post-divorce depression can linger for much longer than it needs to. I would say that the only way out is THROUGH, isn't it? You can mitigate your pain, but you can’t erase it.

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  2. SerenityOctober 20, 2018 at 7:09 AM

    I love that wording....yes...getting out through getting through!! You are exactly right. You can , over time, use the pain for growth and compassion and good, but you can not erase it or ignore it ( without emotional consequences). Thanks for your insight!

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  3. Coco PearlJanuary 1, 2019 at 10:41 AM

    So glad I found this blog. I feel like I've been wallowing in self-pity for no reason as it seems no one can relate to my loss of a family. I'm seeking counseling and learning to set boundaries. I have hope that I can heal from this

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  4. SerenityJanuary 2, 2019 at 4:23 AM

    Other people really can't relate to the depth of the loss we feel. Don't beat yourself up for not being able to get over it or the feeling of it isn't such a big deal for an adult. It is a big deal and it is not simple or insignificant. It is deep, complicated and hits you at your foundation of your being. Keep your hope that you can heal and come out on the other end maybe even more whole and happy. Thanks for reaching out to let me know my struggle has resonated with you. That means a lot to me. Here is to a 2019 of growth and progress in your journey!!

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